TO BUY? - 23 WEEKS, 6 DAYS

I was right about my pelvis. It has been sore all day today so I have been taking it steady. Been wearing my support bandage and keeping my knees together as much as possible.

I think I have decided not to get the new nursery stuff now and will just stick with all the old things. Maybe when the boys are older I will decorate their rooms properly. It is just hard when you are living in someones house to make it your own. I may still change my mind about it and I have until Saturday before I think the sale will finish. Will chat with Rob about it tomorrow.

Bump is huge! I think he has moved around a bit and now I am rather round and sticking out! You will see tomorrow when I post the new bump watch picture.

Still loving being pregnant but I am looking forward to making our family some what complete. I say some what because I'm not sure I want to stop at 2 kiddies. I think Rob does but that may be for financial reasons. I just like the idea of a big family. I would love the chaos in a funny kind of way.

Still can't stop thinking about that house. It would be so nice to have the extra space. I know I would have to pretty much drive everywhere but ah well. It is way too much money so I should just forget it really. To be honest we need a bigger place just to fit all our furniture in! Rob has ordered the nursery furniture but decided we needed to buy both kids the matching bed side tables now. I only just managed to talk him out of buying the matching single beds! This will mean that we will have 4 spare bed side tables (2 are ours as they don't fit in our room!) and an Ikea chair that Rob bought and rarely used. Rob thinks that we will be moved out in the next couple of months but there aren't that many houses coming up for rent that fit our criteria. The house has to be open, airy, light, no laminate flooring, nice kitchen, 3/4 bed, open drive, off the main roads and not over looked, within walking distance of park, doctors, shops, nice garden, garage, plain decor all for under £800 a month would be perfect. Not too difficult really. ;o)

Wishing Rob wasn't away so much at the moment. I keep thinking how hard it will be in the coming weeks and then after when I have 2! Currently I have good and bad days. Some days I feel like I could conquer the world and nothing can stop me and I have so much fun and really enjoy my time with Ellis. Other days I feel like I just can't do it anymore. I hope/think everyone is like that from time to time. It just suddenly gets to you. Being a stay at home Mummy is so full on all the time, it can be very draining.

When I think about going back to work though I firstly like the idea but then my thoughts quickly turn to my boys not having Mummy around. Not that they would mind, but I do. It's a tough job but one that I need to do.

Tried to get a video of Dollop kicking. I think I may have to wait until he is a bit bigger and doing more moving and stuff. Shouldn't be too long to wait now.

Will do a video tomorrow of the progress made on the spare room!