CONVINCED

I am getting more and more convinced that we have been successful. My boobs are starting to become tender, boobs are slightly swollen, my nipple has gone purple twice now and it hasn't done that since I was pregnant the first time. I have also had a few twinges and pains today which could be implantation.

Will hopefully find out next Sunday. I have to wait until then as Rob is away on a stag do. I hate waiting. I want to know now! I am quite sure though.

Rob asked me tonight if I really did think I was. I said I really do this time. I will be gob smacked if I'm not.

The thing is, that even if I am, it is such early days and so much can go wrong or happen in the next 10 weeks. It's really scary but there isn't much point in dwelling on it.

Can't wait to talk about it with my friends.

Well happy and excited but worried about the changes ahead. How will I cope? How will it effect things with Ellis? I hope it all turns out good.

I love the fact that I think about it all the time too. I was worrying that I wouldn't have time for it. That hasn't been a problem so far as it's all I can think of.

Haven't been able to stop eating since Ellis' party on Sunday but I will do my best to get back into eating well and doing more exercise. I will post an update soon.